boy.

there is this one person in your life
whoever this person may be

that you will have this undeniable connection.
to their emotions
to their behaviour
and to their current state of mind.

should we be afraid when we find this person?
they say we only run away from things we are really scared of
would sticking around mean
fear...?

but what would this fear be of.
the fear
to fall too deeply in love
of losing someone so dear
or losing yourself in the meantime?

we are so far apart
but we are still breathing the same air
living the same life

thinking the same things...

why did i go to sleep last night
with a lump in my throat?
why did i wake up this morning
with this lump at my heart?

because i knew
i sensed
something was wrong
something was out of the ordinary

but why now. why now.
why is our timing...always so oblivious

the better question is
after all that we have done to each other

how can we still be this connected

is the connection we have..
this sick, disgusting connection
the connection to each other's pain...

that forever binds us...?