world love and life

our world
my world
same world
that twists my logic by day and night.

our love
my love
same love
that pounds nails straight into my heart.

our life
my life
same life
that lingers until death do us apart.

can i deny
this world
this love
this life
that brings upon so much pain
gracing us with the occasional presence of happiness?

can i surrender
this world
this love
this life
simply because it's the easier way out?

if world
love
life
can communicate with each other
and figure a way out to stop ruining each other hand in hand
could we brighten this world
love
life
with more smiles?

or is this too much to ask for.

communication for happiness.
too much.

playing on emptiness

are you really just irresponsible
or did you simply forget about me already...?

i know it's only been so many days
and that we don't have enough to build on.

i am just blindly obeying my feelings..
and trusting that feelings

are sufficient

to us.

take a sip - it's our bitter life.

you know what's really hard?
pretending to be okay to the world
when you are crawling with bleeding knees.

the blood that leaves a trial of hope and dispair
whilst waiting for someone to clean this mess up
and something to numb the pain
becomes a process that everyone someday goes through
on different scales.

whether or not you make it alive
however, is an entirely different story.