I actually want to believe everything you say
and everything you do

even if I know that's just stepping in too deep

r a t i o n a l i t y

rationality took over
logical thinking sprung aboard
feelings set aside into stone

now it's on you to show me
you remember what i once texted you.

Woke up today

repeating the steps of everyday.

Fluttering eyes,
Lazy stretching,
Tootsie-roll rolling,

Hiding under covers.

And I realized that your every word

means the limit of pi.

But I am no mathematician.

the usual wait

my side of you

Inhaling every memory of you
Keeping it as my own
Folding it into a heart
Casting it away to share

Love on dust.

stuck on repeat

As a child, I never wore rainboots.
I stand in the midst of a puddle in school shoes,

feeling the puddle water seep through my shoes,

wet my socks,

and numb my feet.

Today the stars told me that they will always shine on me
to show me the way of righteousness
to guide me into the path that

I walked on with my two wet feet.

Steps on repeat.

her abandoned heart

When you leave her heart here with nothing to help her patch it up,
she will move on, to perhaps break her heart even more...

until she fully loses it...and gains a new one.

Girls

Friggen girls.

sweet misery